To watch porn was the easiest thing to feel satisfied at an early age when your hormonal growth was on the peak, and the urges started to grow.
The obsession that takes place early is sometimes harder to resist. What was porn doing to the mind? A pleasure, or maybe a virtual feeling of being there at that place, with that person – forming an emotional attachment with the act, even without performing it for yourself.
As time passing by, and the urges grew – you wasted your time as well as your valuable liquid – which boost your intelligence and creativity into the sink. What???
Yes, that valuable liquid which can create life, if used at the right place for the right need. But the addiction took over so hard that you ended up masturbating all nights.
What has it done to us? The youth !
The sexual energy is a creative energy that boost our confidence as well as helps us to create balance in our body. And when it is disturbed by over explosion of imagines, videos, voices, etc. It creates and imbalance in the inner dynamics of life.
There comes a time, when all the sexual desires gets over, interests vanishes, confusion arises, and you feel impotent.
But remember you can start again.
Start again to allow yourself to:
Stop watching porn/movies that trigger your sexual energy, and you can’t control it.
Start introspecting ‘within’ what imagines, sounds are installed onyour mind, and try to erase them.
Understand that you were not the person who did the act, so try to become mindful that you will have an entire different experience.
Have a curious, exciting mind-set when it comes to sex. Don’t normalize yourself with – This is an everyday job ! Try something new. Maybe few kisses, or foreplay.
Save your valuable liquid, so that you can boost your imagination and retaining power.
Make yourself so clear that no one can ever doubt your sexual orientation.
Start working on your plans, and be dedicated, so you can avoid being free to watch porn stuff.
Watch your moves – What do you read, listen, talk, convey and who your friends are.
The urges are within, but suppressed – figure them out, work upon it, boost your inner system, and be curious to start again with a new mind-set !
This a huge world to be explored but you need inner-strength. So build it by saving that valuable masterpiece !
— Abdul Gani Punjabi