… The Moment you realise you have did your best but the credit goes to someone else..
Tag: #pain
The dead speaks ⚰
Yes it’s hurts when i see you crying, the tears that flows are not lying. I know this is sad, but i have to go, It’s time to say a Bye.
I really never lied, It was true i cried. But today sitting at my grave, i see you crying. Why is it so hard to get up and say “Hi”. The soil in which i am buried, is pressing me by my side. I know it was not right, to have a relationship before we get married and slept next to the side.
The pain is excruciating, and telling me, tell those outside. Yes love is true but don’t waste it on someone you are never going to marry in your life. It happens in teenages that we gets attracted to the opposite sex and try to get them in our life. But let me Ask you a question. Do you really love them or is it a Lust deep inside.
I am sorry to say, But the truth you had hide, deep down you know it’s not right. People get married an even they try, to get the girl who lives at that house down side. It’s time to stop and look at your inner-side. Are you really gonna get satisfied by having ### with someone else wife. If “yes” is your answer then believe me you have lost the path that guide us to source who has created us with a drop of sperm which do not hold any value when wasted aside.
Sometimes it’s better to speak up the truth and break those relationship which we know are never going to give us time. The Source(GOD) is more important, it gave us a book that teaches us that the right always wins and the wrong destroy.
Wake-up from my grave, and open that book which you find at the right side. It clearly says “Order for the good, and abstain from bad” , the bad only harms you, While the good make you shine.
I know it’s hard to convey this message, but the people who are alive, i have just one thing to say that will give you an insight. Once you die you think you won’t ever get up and will never have to give account for the deeds you did in this life. You think this life is just play and fun ,With no purpose and guide ?
It’s time to wake-up and look for the guide, he is waiting for you to give you a path that will surely Guide. How insane you are, You read the book but don’t understand what’s written inside. The message have been circulated long ago but you think the message will come to you when you ~ yourself don’t take interest to find out about the one who created life.
Yes.. Your tears matter, Even i cried but the cry this time is never going to help me because i have died. Seek forgiveness from God, He is the most merciful and he give chance every day until we die.
You are crying at my grave to show me how much you loved me ? or for the property i named to the orphan, you thought that property would be yours? after i die, giving me poison in my food and don’t even bothered to give me water when i cried.
Love ~ i thought you were the only one who would understand my suffering and give me a shoulder to cry, but what you are doing is crying on my grave for the property i gave in the charity, instead of your name writing on the properties file.
—– Abdul Gani Punjabi
Step that changed Azhar’s Life 👣
Stories that have deep stories within….
“Some stories seems like a dream, but then it starts to scatter, when greed comes into play”.
To be Continued….
“Money-Money-Money .. That’s what i needed. That fool ! Old man thought i was in love with his daughter ? haha.. From the first day i met her i had only one thing in my mind “A Golden opportunity, A walking credit card“. I did my best to seduce her and succeeded, And she thought i was in love with her ? MY FOOT. Aah !! at last i am free now, within two days i will be travelling to Singapore and will enjoy my life according to my dreams.
“Hello, Express travel.. ? Book my ticket for Singapore, along with the best hotel, for two days later.” … “Ok Sir” – The recipient replied.
As soon as he reached home, at night he packed his bags and without informing his parents left to stay in a 5 star hotel. And before Leaving he left a letter in which he wrote
“From today I am going to live my life by my rules, money is what we did not had since the beginning, and today i won the biggest lottery of my life i will spend every single penny in enjoyment. And i don’t care about my college, we go to college so that we can study and get rich, and today i have billions. So i don’t care about college anymore. And if she came searching for me tell her that, there are more beautiful and prettier girl than you. Why should our son marry you?.. When she will listen to this, she will cry for a while and will return back to her father.”
“Room no : 708 Sir, the best room in our hotel, with a balcony which gives the whole view of the city. It’s on the 29 floor” – the receptionist said.
“Yes, Go ahead. Give me the keys”
“Here” ~ She said, with a big smile on her face.
“Huh.. For the first time in life, this soft bed, the pillow, the blanket, the air-conditioner, the tiles, the decoration, and the biggest bathroom i have ever seen. And the balcony “Woohoo” .. Fresh Air . This is Amazing. He was so tired that he slept on the swing in the balcony”.
“Teerrrrrrrrrrrrrr ” – The Alarm rang, This phone is too old, Today in the afternoon i will purchase the Latest mobile phone and best suits to wear.
(It was early in the morning)
“Ting tong” – Who is it? his mother asked.
“I am from express travel, and i am here to deliver you the ticket for Singapore “.
“Singapore “??.. we did not booked any ticket.
(His mother did not saw the letter, she just woke-up and directly went to answer the door)
“Madam, the address given says, i am at the right place, wait i will call the one who booked the ticket”
“Hello Sir, i am calling from express travel and i am standing infront of the address given, but this lady says, they did not book any tickets”.
“Aaaaaah .. You fool, why did you went there? couldn’t you give a call before coming. Now hand over that ticket to her and leave without saying a word.”
“Wait did you said anything, where is that ticket for ?”
“Yes Sir, it’s for Singapore” ~ i said her.
“You idiot.. Leave that place and go”…
That fool ruined my day, by night i have to go home and take my tickets, or else i will miss my flight.
In evening, he called-up his college friend and went for shopping, purchased all high branded perfumes, watches, shoes, and mobile phone. They had dinner at the hotel and walked into the bar, for refreshment.
It was already 11, and his friend said “So, ready to go huh, what about the tickets?”.. “The ticket, thank you for reminding me, it’s at home. I need to go now and take it”.
“But you are Drunk, how will you manage yourself back to home? You never drank before in life, it’s your first time “.
“Don’t worry, i will handle it”…
He left the bar, headed towards his home..
He rang the bell and as soon as the door opened, he went in and shouted “Where is my ticket, where is it?”. It was his mother standing infront of him, Telling him to stop yelling. But he continued, She slapped him hard on his face and said “You Drank? Why? Why are you doing all this ? You never behaved like this before. He ignored her, and said her to keep quiet and hand him the tickets.
When she resisted, he took the flower vase
which was next to him and hit her on her head. After hearing all this noise, his father came running, and saw a pool of blood around his wife.
“What are you looking at ? Call the Ambulance..”
“Mom, wake-up Mom” ~ He cried and rushed toward the telephone and called the Ambulance. Within few minutes the ambulance arrived, and they took her to the hospital. He was still “High“. But he controlled himself and went along with his father.
As soon as they reached hospital, They rushed her to the Operation room. The red light zone, Emergency room.
“Doctor is my wife OK?” , “Doctor is my mother OK?”..
(A Moment of silence)
We are sorry to say, “We couldn’t save her“.
Hearing to this, his father got heart attack and was immediately admitted in the ICU. When after few hours, he got conscious, he found his son sitting next to him. He said “from your childhood till this day we gave you everything you asked for, the best clothes, the best college, the best of everything and this is what you did to us ? Why ? “..
“Dad, i had a dream that we three of us, would live a luxurious life, in Singapore. That was the reason i bought ticket for Singapore. And was going to visit there, we would have settled together, and would have shifted there”
(Slap – Slap)
“You think breaking trust of someone, stealing there money will make you successful or happy, Never “.
That was his father’s last word. In One day he lost the most important person of his life. He cried tears of blood.. “What have i done” ~ he screamed, looking at the dead body of his parents.
As this news spread out in the newspaper, internet, Television, radio that “Son killed his mother, for not giving him his ticket “. He got arrested for the crime, and was ordered to be “Hanged“.
When her father saw this news, he ran to his daughter’s room and knocked, but she did not answered. He kept knocking, but no answer. He broke open the door and found her lying on her bed with blood around her. There was a letter next to her which read
“………… ….. And if she came searching for me tell her that, there are more beautiful and prettier girl than you. Why should our son marry you?.. When she will listen to this, she will cry for a while and will return back to her father.”
After reading this letter, tears gushed from his eyes, he was helpless, standing there looking at his only daughter’s body lying in blood. He called the ambulance, but it was too late . She committed Suicide.
There he sat crying, “One small mistake of mine, took life of three, I wished i had never done property on his name”
The Worst mistake of My life…
Tears gushed out from Azhar’s eyes as he read the last page of the book. “The Worst mistake of my life” ~ what an amazing story, the author had such a great imagination, twists, deep details and a great lesson.
Azhar took that documents that David gave him, the book was along with the documents, he read it, and locked it in the cupboard. He went to his parents and confessed his love for Saira. The best part was his parents always said “If you love someone, feel free to tell us, don’t ever hesitate“. And after hearing to Azhar’s story they reacted calmly and supported him.
They said as soon as you finish with your M.B.B.S we will prepare for your marriage. Azhar informed this to Saira and her father. They were happy too.
In the final year, they spent more time together, learned together, visited different places, and scored the highest grades in the final year.
Finally it was time to get married, A Ferrari stood outside David’s home, but this time it was Azhar who came out of it, confidently he shook hand with david. They had some personal conversation, and then Azhar took out that bag of document that David gave two years ago. And handed him saying “This belongs to you, Not me“, while hearing this ~ David smiled.
Saira was right, you are loyal,trustworthy and hardworking. I am proud to have a Son-in-law like you – Azhar. Saira was looking at Azhar, hiding behind the curtain, her eyes sparkling like a diamond in the sky.
Epilogue :- Azhar and Saira got happily married and was blessed with twins after two years of their marriage. David got children’s to play with, as he was waiting for his grandchildren. Azhar convinced his parents to leave their jobs, as he was earning more than he ever imagined. David and Azhar’s parents usually have dinner party at Azhar’s banglow. Saira joined a hospital, and worked for the welfare of the society. Azhar sat next to Saira, listing out his memories. Saira looked at Azhar and kissed him before he completed his list of memories.
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“Every Single story is unique, Right now ~ you are making your life’s story”
(Imagination)
—- Abdul Gani Punjabi
They thought it was Fun ..
This time my birthday was different, it was 12 when my roommate appeared and bought a 6 rupees small cup cake, as ususal i was lying on my bed,no expectation. And suddenly the light goes off and a sound appear from the corner “HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU”.. Hmm seems exciting before i woke up they gathered and pour all the colgate on to my face and rub it all over- i was quite as it was a new experience and then appears the small cupcake and before it reaches my mouth it gets smashed all over my face..And then as eveyone knows the hostel rule “Birthday Boom” it’s time to wrap/throw the blanket and beat as much as you can.So came that time blanket over me and they started to beat – it was fine before but then one of my room mate who i think is NARCISSIST started beating me hard as if it was a fight, i resisted- but can’t say a thing, everyone dispersed and then i said a group photo please and a thank you to All. And i turned to him and said “that was very hard watch out”.. I went wash myself,back in the room and again it started he was the only on who said “aur ek baar hojaye” and i said no already but then he said “abhi biscuit baki hai” so everyone came with a biscuit and gave one by one.Then again when one of them was given me a biscuit,he threw the blanket over me and start beating again(this was not fun this time it was something serious) everyone hit me but this time he “SLAPPED ME ON MY EAR”.. This was too hard- for a second everything stopped and a voice “teeeeeeeeee” appeared – wait did i just lost my hearing capacity. Ouch it’s painful..It’s NUMB – i can’t hear a thing – Ouch am not even able to hear my own voice when i am talking..Ahh was this my birthday gift. Let see what happens tomorrow.
Fever and pain – the next day start, it’s paining and i am not able to think anything,it’s blur, can’t hear a voice – that day went sick and tiring, boring day.. Went to grandma home and told her the story she said meet a doc., hmm need to – that’s important now but it was a day to meet friend and enjoy,so met my friends – that meeting sucks.. went to my aunt house had dinner with them was back by 12.
The next day,woke up and again in fever, called up the hospital asked for the doctor timing, met the doctor “What happened?”, i replied her with the incident and then she said “YOU LOST YOUR EAR DRUM”? , i knew because a day before I surffed on youtube and saw the video, what happen when you get a slap?. I replied “ It need 7-8 months to heal right,and put up cotton in the ear,no water – no air RIGHT?” .. she looked in amazement “You already know what to do” .. My bad luck i knew – lost my ear and now need to have tests and reports and medicines. Though it’s not my fault now i need to spend my money for healing up myself.
There are many out there who keep quiet and don’t utter a word. But today i wanna speak for all of them.. It’s not a joke – it can cause you a life time damage.
#NOMOREBIRTHDAYBOOMS.
What would you have done if you were in place of me .
True incident that changed my life – ABDUL GANI PUNJABI
Believing In Miracles Of life …
When we look at others we see them happy, but what we don’t realise is ~ There was a pain and struggle which changed their life and gave them lessons which they needed the most.
Sitting on the sofa everyday and thinking will this ever end ? Staring at the empty Wall , Searching for Hope .. Why Me ? Why ? Asking this question again and again But have no Answer within .. After Staring at the Wall for whole night and crying for no reason . Why ? An answer i needed , Numbness in my body no effects or feeling But having a little Faith to move High .. Faith is what kept me going , they thought i was acting weird but i knew what was inside .. A mask i wore to show i was happy and fine But within was Discomfort telling me this was a lie .. It All started when “SHE” Died . stilling wondering Did she really died ? After 4 year in depression searching for guidance and a lot of confusing arising within Asking ” Is this only me – Or are there any ? Who can understand me ? ” .
But slowly as time passed i found myself in despair , feeling myself disconnected to my inner-voice . It tried to speak many time But it was me who never hear . Recalling Those night when no one heard my sound of cry .. It was deep seated fear to be myself again . Hope was lost So was I , Finding an Answer Outside . Lack of self-Stem , Confidence , And with A broken heart i tried .. But there was something that kept me going , A voice in stillness That said do not fear .. I AM HERE . That’s what kept me going . Found out the answer today And willing to Guide Others ..
Life Is just amazing . Just Connect with the NOW , that is here ..
I consider myself blessed as i faced my fear , It was Depression that bought me Near to here .. A Believing person never Fear because he knows that there is Someone Hearing The Sounds of Tear ….
Depression Was a blessing for me , I wan’t to inform all those Out there Depressed , Don’t fear Because now i am hear to listen to your fear .
On the Path to Enlightenment , There are ups and downs but the one who Trust and Have hope Along with Patience makes there Journey worth ..
Being Grateful is the Key to Start . I am Grateful to have those Depression period in my life .
— My true life – Abdul Gani Punjabi.
