Give up ~ They said

Doing what they wanted to do, they did everything to disturb him out. He sat there watching their actions, and even sometimes tried to stop them, But for them fun was more important, and disturbing a soul was the mission they decide.

Till today he thought the problem was with him, then suddenly one day he realized ~ he was not crazy at all but the people who resided beside.

Sometimes he think it’s better to quit and go to a place where he can find like-minded people. But then something stops him, “Do you really wanna grow and learn in life? then stay with people who are opposite to your mind”. But why did he thought this way. Because he knew very soon things were going to end and he would learn a lesson that will change his life.

Nowadays, people are so self-obsessed, that what they see is only their ownselves. They don’t care about the people who is sitting on the next side. Seems like their parents did not work well on them as a guide ~ or else their parents did the best for their children’s, but the children’s screwed-up themselves in life. They have numbed their feelings for other’s and always try to hurt the one who keeps quite.

But it does not mean you give up, because you have your character that will attract people of same kind, the people who really understand you will appear soon and you will keep watching their faces ~ thinking though life was difficult but always the one with a pure soul wins the heart of those who lost the guidance in their life.

Sometime we need to stand up for ourselves and try to fight ~ Or else it’s better to keep our peace of mind and let the people do whatever evil they plot and play in their mind.

— Abdul Gani Punjabi

Believing In Miracles Of life …

When we look at others we see them happy, but what we don’t realise is ~ There was a pain and struggle which changed their life and gave them lessons which they needed the most.

Sitting on the sofa everyday and thinking will this ever end ? Staring at the empty Wall , Searching for Hope .. Why Me ? Why ? Asking this question again and again But have no Answer within .. After Staring at the Wall for whole night and crying for no reason . Why ? An answer i needed , Numbness in my body no effects or feeling But having a little Faith to move High .. Faith is what kept me going , they thought i was acting weird but i knew what was inside .. A mask i wore to show i was happy and fine But within was Discomfort telling me this was a lie .. It All started when “SHE” Died . stilling wondering Did she really died ? After 4 year in depression searching for guidance and a lot of confusing arising within Asking ” Is this only me – Or are there any ? Who can understand me ? ” .

But slowly as time passed i found myself in despair , feeling myself disconnected to my inner-voice . It tried to speak many time But it was me who never hear . Recalling Those night when no one heard my sound of cry .. It was deep seated fear to be myself again . Hope was lost So was I , Finding an Answer Outside . Lack of self-Stem , Confidence , And with A broken heart i tried .. But there was something that kept me going , A voice in stillness That said do not fear .. I AM HERE . That’s what kept me going . Found out the answer today And willing to Guide Others ..

Life Is just amazing . Just Connect with the NOW , that is here ..

I consider myself blessed as i faced my fear , It was Depression that bought me Near to here .. A Believing person never Fear because he knows that there is Someone Hearing The Sounds of Tear ….

Depression Was a blessing for me , I wan’t to inform all those Out there Depressed , Don’t fear Because now i am hear to listen to your fear .

On the Path to Enlightenment , There are ups and downs but the one who Trust and Have hope Along with Patience makes there Journey worth ..

Being Grateful is the Key to Start . I am Grateful to have those Depression period in my life .

— My true life – Abdul Gani Punjabi.